Thread:Venera651/@comment-33161724-20161119133429

If you're going to post a letter explaining why I shouldn't go away, stop right there. I'm not leaving.

I just needed to put some space between me and Redja. We all have our struggles, and although what needed to be said was said, playing with one's emotions is not OK at all. Do not go up to me and say that what I did to Redja was justified.

Now then, it appears I really will be gone, or at least it will feel like it. The school restricted all of Wikia from me when I'm there, and my parents just grounded me. I can still be here on the weekdays, but even then my activity will be a lot less than what it used to be.

I am truly sorry that I've caused so much drama. I guess I just wanted help with my relations with Eddie, and the majority of you just don't know what to say... I now realize that I should not bring my problems here. At least, those problems.

I appreciate all the concern that you have for me. It really means a lot considering that I've caused a lot of chaos in the past week or so. And I want you to know that I won't be leaving. I won't ever be leaving this wiki for a while (unless I'm married to Eddie, but even then I'll stay in touch). I just need some distance.

This wiki has consumed me. I stay on as much time as I can trying to give equal attention to all my friends here. It has caused my grades to falter  but my mood to get a lot better. Knowing that there's a place where you can let out your feels is very good. I spend a lot of time here, which is the main reason I got promoted to Chat Moderator. And now that that privilege is being taken away from me, I don't know what to do. Except wait by my cellphone for Eddie to text me again.

Just remember that I'll always be back.

-Venera 