Thread:Rexanator3000/@comment-24675428-20170222033643/@comment-29585050-20170222101837

Rexanator3000 wrote: To quote Sondz, as he put it nicely, over the past 2 or so weeks I was "taking a break".

Or more accurately, I literally just left without any message or a trace of being.

For this I am extremely sorry and the fact that I left everyone here hanging has haunted me.

I'm sure most of you want to know what on earth happened and basically, I cracked.

I had an ACT (for all of you non-Americans, thats a very important standardized test that college entry partially depends on), and the increased load of stress from that, along with a sudden and arbitrary increase in homework combined with build season of FRC robotics where I have been dropping 5-7 hours a day meant I had very little free time from around the start of January.

I read every post on this wiki. I go to the recent edits page, go to my last edit, and work up around 1000 edits a day from there. This process takes maybe 2-3 hours becuase I usually do homework or play ToS while I do this, and when my free time left, I started to get behind. The day before I left I was still catching up to edits 4 days before that day.

I believe it was January 7th or so, but at this point I had so much stress and was so far behind I got home around 930, went to sleep without wiking at all, and woke up the next day. It was strangely freeing to not have to worry about the wiki. I got a few days ahead in my homework, took my ACT, helped build a robot (which build season ended today btw), and at this point I could have gone back on the wiki.

BUT I JUST LEFT YOU GUYS LIKE THAT! WITH NO WARNING!

I felt awful, I knew I would have to write up something like this as an apology, and I knew the DR RP Stuff Wiki connections I had would be ruined, so I stayed off and played some warframe and KSP with my friends and when build season ended today I knew I had to own up, apologize, and explain.

As deeply as I possibly can, I apologize for my sudden dissapearance, and I really dont want this ever to happen again, so Im going to have to do less. Or thats how I see it.

Im off the DR RP Stuff Wiki for good. That's too much of a time sink and I dont understand DR anyway. I'm sorry for everyone's game I joined but I cant keep such a liability for every one else if I cant be on.

Im not going to see EVERY SINGLE EDIT anymore. No more stuff on my board, no edits to my mainpage. All the fun and games stuff might go, probably the Role Ideas, but certainly not the mainspace stuff. I'm not sure what I will be able to do with my free time but it will not be as much as before.

I might even have to use my notifications panel....

for the TLDR, I was stressed out and took a break and Im deeply sorry I left so abruptly.

I dont expect to be welcomed back with open arms with a huge procession and angels singing, but I am willing to resume my wiki duties.

You all here have my deepest apologies. Rex, it's totally fine if you can't go on this wiki because you're busy. I understand that problem since I'm also having "battles" myself, which are exams, homeworks, and some psychological stuffs like depression or loneliness, but just remember! We'll always be waiting here for you!

I do want to apologise if I'm being salty due to you murdered me in DR, it's not much problem anymore for me, since I'm just gonna die and people won't even care about it XD I also want to thank you for always give me supports in my message wall! It means a ton lot for me!

I'm sure that your ATC and FRC are going to be a successful one and I'll always pray for your grades and all dreams and goals will be achieved.

While indeed it was a very sad events for you to be absent around here, just remember that your goals and lives are much more important than this. Be sure to eat and take proper rest so you won't be tired in the long run!

I'll be sure to wait for you once you have finished those battles of yours. Have a great day/night! Cheers Rex! :D

Regards,

Playful (Felicia)