Thread:Addfire/@comment-25646419-20171023171740/@comment-26234016-20171023192130

Okay, fuck it.

here's the deal: If you're right, I don't fucking care right now. I'm absolutely exhausted, having gotten little to no sleep the past two days, and have been trying extremely hard today not to strangle anyone. An hour ago I was crying in the school bathroom. I didn't want to deal with 'a situation I dealt with poorly'.

This wiki serves as a form of escapism for me. I thought that people were getting much to upset over what is literally a meaningless fight and didn't think it was at all relevant. So I closed it. I'll reopen it now, okay?

If all of you can't tell, although I think it's pretty fucking obvious, if you're a moderator you can't really act too instictively, or get too upset at someone, or bully someone. I was inching towards that, and decided to close the thread before I got out of hand. When you, ProfessorArceus, messaged me telling me that I delt with it poorly, I again closed the thread.

Some part of me probably appreciates the irony, but I'm kinda done as of today. If I come back to this tomorrow and still feel the same way, I probably won't be talking.

If it helps in the slightest, I do actually think retrospectively that you were right, and I'm not going to be putting 'rejected' at the end of my posts.

