Thread:LewGoesB00M/@comment-89.138.37.108-20160118183513

what enraged me:

'Pourpouse'

-Waximama, 2015.

my replies before today:

so you think your funny well you know what im good in alot of things your probably not so here are a few things

well lew your right im an idiot wow i spelled that correctly also i have a brain in the size of a fly if anyone was wondering.

also lew that makes my feelings about my english grammer feel badder (no wait i wrote it wrong now didnt i im a godamn idiot)and i love english belive it or not i was good in it its getting scrapy and so is my brain this helps me atleast understand im a moron and it also helps my inscurity and feeling of deprisson go even lower than it was before thanks lew your the best i really mean im not being sarcastic.

oh yeah its me im just not in my account im a moron

i really mean it* i really am a moron            you know man before you write things you should really think about it and yes i was sarcastic if you were wandering you know what i hate about the internet guys like you who just do what ever the fuck they want cause why not right? its fun its great you feel power through your damn blood vassles but aleast before i do things i think so just because were in the internet pepole dont have fucking feelings just because you dont know me this means you should be a little more fragile but no why would you pepole thase days are hurtful but i guess the world wouldnt be great to live in if everything was going me way or the highway *sighs out of deprisson*(probably wrote that wrong) you think your so damn funny be a comdian fine if you enjoy that but picking on pepole like that is low but since its the internet its easier to express yourself because your not experiancing the true thing we call standing up  to someone if you have the guts come face me oh whats that? oh thats right were probably not in the same country well thats sad your a hurtful person and one day it will come back to you as a boomerang your going to regret what you did so you should feel very bad oh and just before i close because your such a historical person anymore jokes chukkles? a nice fellow thinking this is emotional junk:  Ideas come here to be judged. If you don't want your idea judged, don't post it.

We assume that because you are here that you can respect this policy. Enough of this emotional junk. You know what you say isn't true, you just feel bad because you can't please everyone.

If you do not think something is funny, that is your personal opinion, and you have all rights to voice it, but your best course of action is to simply ignore something that you do not deem helpful to you or others.

Take a breather, think harder, and try again. Maybe it will be better next time. my reply to the nice fellow (although now honestly i dont like the  emotional junk part although im not going to be prejudice because i dont know exacally what he meant yes im that stupid im not joking)     yes i can see your point of view on this but its not even a joke its just ridiculing something i have became bad at and was originally good at thats mocking me not jokeing with me thare is a signficant diffrence between the two also i know my ideas came to be judged but hes not judeing my idea hes just mocking/ridculing something i have clearly become bad at and was originally good at. the part about me not replying is true i dont need to and can ignore that but i have a sort of ego that alerts me to defend myself altghough that option always exists i prefer defending myself to alert him not to do that.



what im saying might not be true but i have a low self esteem and well its because of pepole like that who shaped me to hate myself and its hard to shape it back honestly.



and i dont really mind if pepole think my idea was bad or good its fine as long as they just talk about my idea.





my reply today:



honestly picking on pepole is easy if this is your way of dealing with your problems im not going to deal with a person so close minded he hurts others however if you dare do this to me again im not gonna stand down i am littreally going to call you on skype find out whare you live and give you just one punch or you know what why a punch im not gonna lower myself to your level im gonna say the following:im not your fucking ground! you cant stand on me im a fucking person understood buddy! like so im not gonna let you step on me im in a big change in my life and im not gonna let someone as close minded as you destroy all i acomplished.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">probably by a year or two il become emotionally stronger and or smarter and not even punch you and say what i said up top (what i said i was going to say to you).

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">oh and you think your so funny then tell me this: x+9x=0

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">i wont put more but i know the answer so thare im better at you in algebra.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">if you think you can step on me your wrong im not your ground to walk on,if you think you can throw me to the trash can like im a trash bag then your wrong you cant treat me how you fucking want im a person not some piece of papper i have values and im a great human being i suffered enough in my life and i am sick and tired of pepole treating me like im just useless/have no value,im not your fucking punching bag im a person i have values i deserve to be treated like any other human being and you pulling me down proves you are inferior to me becuase atleast i dont pull pepole down with me also you are aware it is going to come back at you like a fucking boomerang and hit your face and il be thare to laugh at you just like you did and just so you know i could be the one that gets the chance to throw the boomerang and il enjoy every second of it and you will be suffering you know what maybe even more then i am,i belive the only one that can call me an idiot is only me myself nobody else of course they can but i belive i am the only one with the right to do so.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">just one more thing and its actually a piece of advice:long ago i would cry about every problem i had and hide behind a wall trying to escape it today i know better and i know i deserve better im not going to let pepole like you in society pull me down im a good person and i deserve to be treated better,today i stand up to my problems and defend myself better i dont run away or try and look forr a wall to hide from it.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">instead of using the internet as means of taking pepole down if you have a real life problem dont try and taunt others to make yourself look strong use it as a place to learn and to teach and help others dont run from your problems or try to do something to make yourself feel better face them its much

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">better i hope your atleast mature enough to understand that and forget the way you behave.

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<p style="font-weight:normal;font-size:16px;line-height:26px;">if i see you change again il change my opnion of you i try to not be prejudice.

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